Sunday, July 25, 2010

New title of the blog

Yes it is a lyric from one of Paramore's songs. I have always loved them as a band, I absolutely am in love with Hayley's voice. But for some reason lately they have reached out to me even more. When I first heard this song I knew it was a hit. But every time I would hear it again and again I would fall in love more and more. Till when I hear and I sing along, mind you I can't sing worth crap, I just want to cry. I know that that is a powerful thing. There are plenty of songs out there in the world that touch peoples hearts and makes them do crazy things. But this song in particular I interpret it in a different way. I don't just interpret it the way Hayley does, even though it is the meaning of the song, but she really links it to how Bella and Edward interacted. Hayley states that, "I chose the title "Decode" because the song is about the building tension, awkwardness, anger and confusion between Bella and Edward. Bella's is the only mind Edward can't read and I feel like that's a big part of the first book and one of the obstacles for them to overcome. It's one added tension that makes the story even better." I also feel that it is the building tension, awkwardness, anger and confusion but these emotions are directed to LOVE!!! I have loved so hard that now that I don't have it I miss it so much. I want to cry thinking about it sometimes. I think every female can attest to this. I am trying to not be impatient but sometimes when matters are so complex and yet still be so delicate that it makes you loose all common sense. Basically "How did I get here, I used to know you (love) so well, How did I get here, Why wont you show yourself, I think I know. There is something, I see in you, It might kill me, But I want it to be TRUE!!"

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