Scorpio Twittascope, Friday, July 30, 2010

Scorpio Twittascope, Friday, July 30, 2010
just checked my horoscope and this is exactly how today was for me

B.O.B.

Not to be confused with B.o.B. aka Bobby Ray. I'm talking about Raheem DeVaughn's song B.O.B. (Battery Operated Boyfriend). This song is hot, as to be expected from him. I have his first two Cd's and normally I have been good with buying Cd's when they first come out. But for some reason I haven't bought any Cd's in a while. But I know that this man has yet to fail me as far as his musical sense of style. There is and have never been one song that he has made that I have skipped on his CD. In fact it is so bad that I had to buy one of his Cd's over because it was so scratched up. I have never experienced that kind of love for an artist. I may buy their Cd's continuously however there is just something about him. So I have just downloaded a few tracks off of lime wire to catch up to him. I feel like I have failed him as a fan so tomorrow morning I will go to FYE and buy that deluxe cd of "The Love & War Masterpiece"!!!!

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Can you believe this was taken on a sunny day in a Beetle?

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"Love me to pieces"

Erik Hassle

"Of all the lonely people, I want to be loved by you!"
"Like the first time, Its heart over mind and it feels like the first time"
"If holding hands is too discrete, then lets make out in the middle of the street. Isn't It Obvious that I love you!"

You have to check him out, PLEASE! Erik Hassle is as amazing as those lyrics sound like

New title of the blog

Yes it is a lyric from one of Paramore's songs. I have always loved them as a band, I absolutely am in love with Hayley's voice. But for some reason lately they have reached out to me even more. When I first heard this song I knew it was a hit. But every time I would hear it again and again I would fall in love more and more. Till when I hear and I sing along, mind you I can't sing worth crap, I just want to cry. I know that that is a powerful thing. There are plenty of songs out there in the world that touch peoples hearts and makes them do crazy things. But this song in particular I interpret it in a different way. I don't just interpret it the way Hayley does, even though it is the meaning of the song, but she really links it to how Bella and Edward interacted. Hayley states that, "I chose the title "Decode" because the song is about the building tension, awkwardness, anger and confusion between Bella and Edward. Bella's is the only mind Edward can't read and I feel like that's a big part of the first book and one of the obstacles for them to overcome. It's one added tension that makes the story even better." I also feel that it is the building tension, awkwardness, anger and confusion but these emotions are directed to LOVE!!! I have loved so hard that now that I don't have it I miss it so much. I want to cry thinking about it sometimes. I think every female can attest to this. I am trying to not be impatient but sometimes when matters are so complex and yet still be so delicate that it makes you loose all common sense. Basically "How did I get here, I used to know you (love) so well, How did I get here, Why wont you show yourself, I think I know. There is something, I see in you, It might kill me, But I want it to be TRUE!!"

Is it me or just you?

You know I have so many different characteristics but can't seem to find one that matches my own. I think I get close but then, of course, no success. I've never been know to be cocky or over confident and I truly believe that beauty does lie within the beholder. There was a time in my life when I was just focused on trying to meet people who could possibly be boyfriends. But I have truly overcome that stage in my life. I call this the stage of finding true friends in this city that I have come to make my home. Yeah a long title, I know. I don't get along well with women. Its not out of jealousy nor hatred. I just have never been able to hold on to them and quite frankly I really don't mind. I like men, the male species. I prefer talking to a guy on everything. Well not exactly everything but you catch my drift. To me men are easier to hang out with, they are easier to trust (as long as there are no strings attached), they tend to get the big picture at times. Now back home in Philadelphia I have loads of male friends. Here in Virginia still working on it. Not saying I don't have any, I do but I'm still trying to figure them out. I just don't know where to begin finding friends let alone true friends that I can hang out with and chill. I'm not a mall female. I don't just go to walk around, I prefer movies, bowling, go carts, amusement parks. Ok so there are some things I wont do all the time cuz I'm not good at it, like fishing. So with all that said, is it me or just you who can't be my friend or interested in me. I know I don't have all this painted on my face but I don't know how to let people know who I am without being assertive. Any suggestions?