Expectations

How would you respond to someone telling you that if you don't make a certain sales quota by the end of the month that you would be basically out of a job. How the hell am I supposed to respond to that, I respond the way I know, calmly, submissively, and quietly. I should have went the fuck off. The more and more that I think about it, it makes me upset even more. I mean I have never given anyone any problems with me other than my dumb-ass roommate, who in time has become a BITCH!!!. But anyway, I have no issues with my coworkers, I always am willing to go above and beyond if a manager or anyone asks me for help. I truly don't get it. In the middle of the month you tell me this. With only what 12 days left in the month and out of those twelve I automatically get 4 days off. So can we calculate that up please? In 8 days, I'm supposed to bring my sales up to a certain marker and then while doing this I have to be stuck at the counter where we get the most government business that hurts my numbers. I don't normally despise this counter, I'm normally the one willing to go, to avoid any more debate over who goes. But FUCK that shit from now on. OK so if i don't make this quota are you going to just fire me? Why not transfer me to another position where YOU would benefit most from me. I do well at all aspects of this business. Stop being a fucking ass hole and be understanding. Cuz a few months back before you came and someone else couldn't make there sales, she got moved to another department. Y not I? There is so much more to this and normally I don't like putting my personal business out on the web. But this the way I vent is by talking it out. I know there is no one there to respond but as long as i get it out there to the world, i feel like a weight is lifted, well @ least part of the weight. Cuz I really, honestly had to fight back 3 set of tears today in front of customers. You would have thought that someone died. But deep inside I feel like I kinda have, I have come to truly love this job and its ppl, they still have a lot to learn and ways to improve but I am very beneficial to this environment! I know crying is not a sign of weakness but today I was weak, very weak. When I have tried and so far its not helping at all. Its funny how they expect me to go down without a fight. I am seriously about to go crazy but i bet u one thing, this job is not going to give me any grey's. Its just crazy when you count on a source of income, you just closed on a new place and then this shit happens. They r very much aware that i am moving as well, but they could care less. They just want to get rid of the other brand and make it all of their ass-kissing staff. So now I have 5 more days starting midnight!!!!! Wish me luck World!!!