Supernatural

Ok, this is really late but from now on every time I watch this new season of my hit show Supernatural I just have to vent all my questions, cares and concerns for the world. So I am going to try and be faithful to this blog by every week informing you on my favorite show but it may not be on schedule with the premiere night so bare with me a little bit.

How Do You Get Back What You May Have Already Lost?

Tonight I was talking to a good friend of mine's and we where discussing how ppl can come and go in your lives and how what you think you want is not always what you need. Yeah Yeah Yeah we have all heard of this before but have we actually stopped to think about what this truely means?

Like for instance with myself, I would like to get back in touch with a good friend but don't know if it will ever be possible. Not saying that we were the best of friends but we related to each other. See its funny how we pick and choose the people in our lives. This was truely a great person and I may have fucked it up by stepping out of line with my words. Now I can't say that this is what I need but I know when ppl are really there to be my friend and not. Trust me I have encounter those "users" before. I thank those "users" because they have helped me pick out the bullshit in my friend soup, so to speak. (yeah I'm weird like that, but that is not the case)

To me friendship is truely important and I for one knows who i want to be my friend and vice versa. Sometimes I wish more and more ppl had this logic and intuition but at last this can not be so. My friend that I spoke with also told me that I am already ahead of the game then he is but he upped me by 0.001% by stating after wanting this "thing/person" stop to think to yourself what does this person want from you? I told him that I totally understand and agree to what he was saying and in life we will never know the real truth to this question because lets all be honest with each other, Who really is honest with every person in their lives?

I have strayed from the topic here, but my question still needs to be answered. How do I go about finding the friend that I have lost? When simple means of communication is no longer an option. I suppose that I will have to rely on time.

"LIFE IS ALL ABOUT timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available, the unattainable.... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out because its all about TIMING."

Life is just simply THAT complex to me.